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ll her
friends and family had come to the stage and spoken. They were good words,
strong words, beautiful words, all spoken for my Marie. Everyone liked
her, most of them loved her, but two days back, she’d cried, “Jamessss…,” and
when I had reached her and taken her cold hand, she’d uttered, “I
love you,” and stopped breathing. She had closed her eyes and left
me forever.
For the
third time, she’d suffered a heart attack, and try as
hard as she did, Marie couldn’t accompany me any longer. Life’s
journey had ended for her.
Now, my turn to speak on the stage had arrived. I had to thank all those
who had offered such kind words for Marie.
I got up,
those septuagenarian legs wobbled and my grandson came running down
the aisle and supported me. I’m still strong,
I know I can go on for a decade, or even more, but the moment had gotten
to me. Those
words that people spoke for Marie wobbled my legs.
As I made my way to the stand, I had a chance to glance at Marie. She
was sleeping now, deep, undisturbed sleep in a coffin that looked more
comfortable than our bed. I was glad because she had to sleep there forever.
I stopped and watched her. I know people in this small church are waiting
to hear from me. The pastor has his arms folded; those compassionate
eyes beckon me. But I just had to watch my beautiful Marie. After all,
she would be a rare sight soon.
Tears pricked my eyes; I was holding them from bursting out. My shaking
hands touched the mahogany of the coffin and I started to remember my
past. They all came flooding back.
We’ve been married for forty years, we’ve
been together for forty-five years, and I had met her fifty years back.
We have two
sons, three daughters, and fifteen grandchildren, but I still remembered
that moment, the day Marie appeared before me like an angel sent from
heaven.
I was a
young twenty-one year old; the year was 1924. I was away studying at
Cambridge University. But the summer vacation
had come about and catching
those steam engine trains, I’d made my way to my village.
Before
I entered my house, I had marvelled at the Victorian building. With
ten bedrooms, two living rooms, two kitchens and a separate
servant
quarter, it looked majestic against our neighbour’s houses. But
when I entered and met my family, something even more majestic, even
more beautiful was waiting for me.
I came in and met my parents. My mum took me to our living room, and
announced my arrival. Two young girls got up from the sofa. One was Briony,
my sister, another Marie.
Briony
hugged me and said, “James, I guess you haven’t met
Marie. She’s just arrived from Barcelona, she’s our cousin.”
She smiled,
widening her thin lips, and brushed her long, black hair backwards.
With eyes transfixed on her, I said, “Hola!” and
hugged her. I registered shockwaves as her soft, slender body touched
mine.
She was
a classic Spanish beauty, very much in my mother’s mould.
As I looked at her, I felt her chestnut brown eyes could easily drown
me. She stood about 5’3, just about the right height for me. And
against her fair skin, those long, wispy black hairs looked the perfect
combination. I couldn’t keep my eyes off her.
We sat down to talk. My mother started the conversation, Briony kept
blabbering, and I constantly kept looking at Marie. The first time our
eyes met, we smiled awkwardly. But I realised there was something in
Marie, in those eyes, in that innocent smile that said she liked me too.
Later,
I asked Marie if she could speak English. I spoke in what little Catalonian
I knew. She smiled, in fact she laughed. “Sure, I can,” she
said.
It was after my mother and my sister also laughed and told me that she
had an English mother, that I realised she was like me, half Spanish,
half English. And in Barcelona, she attended an English school. If I
had any doubts that I and Marie were incompatible, it was washed away
then.
Over the
course of next sixty days, I developed a deep, meaningful relationship
with Marie. As her physical beauty sunk in,
it was her natural side of
things, the way she dealt with problems, the way she shared things, the
way she cooked those delicious meals, and the way she understood and
listened to my visions and aspirations, that made my attraction deepen.
My infatuation turned to true love, and one fine evening, as we sauntered
in a park, I took her hand and said, “Marie, I think I’m
in love with you. Do you love me as well?”
She blushed,
looking down on the grass. Birds twittered nearby as I touched her
chin and lifted her face. “What do you
think of me, Marie?”
She didn’t
say anything, but the kiss she gave me said everything. It was our
first kiss, and what followed was the
most blissful moment
of our lives. On the soft, comfortable grass, we made love; the trees
hid our bodies, and the blue summer sky delighted in our union, bursting
open with shower after we'd finished.
When summer
was over, we’d discovered true love.
My soul mate had arrived, and I never had to chase, or even look at
another girl.
We married after I graduated and found work.
If ever there was such a thing as a perfect married couple, Marie and
I should share that distinction. Though we had our fair share of arguments
and misunderstandings, we never shouted on the top of our voices; it
was love that won at the end. We led a heavenly married life.
And our legacy lives on. None of our children is divorced. They enjoy
a perfectly happy married life, and I hope the same thing continuous
with our grandchildren.
It must
have been a long time standing there remembering all these things.
A hand touched my shoulder, and by its soft touch,
the length, I realised
it was Cecilia. I came out of my reverie and looked at her. Her watery
chestnut brown eyes, Marie’s eyes, came before me, and our eldest
daughter said, “Daddy, do you want me to do the ending speech?
It’s ok if you-.”
“No!” I
silenced her and trudged along to the stage.
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